Interspersed between the more topical blog posts that I have been writing, I also want to share more personal processes as much as anecdotal stories about myself and my struggles with finding a balance between being creative and holding down a daily hustle. I’ve always been a dabbler (someone who puts in a few hours, weeks, or months into this creative project depending on what I was making) so that I can create the capital necessary to have a team around me that I can work with to manifest the content you find on this website. In 2008, I sunk the entirety of my savings into creating the foundation of the universe that is Oho Ake Books. That money was going to springboard me to South America and allow me to travel all over that continent and then move north into Central America on the way to Montreal, Canada. That wasn’t to be. Reading the blog posts I hear you LOUD and clear (from early 2020) one can see that my decision to stay here was due to spirit asking me to forge ahead into writing. The synchronicities that came along with that decision were some of the most influential of my life experience thus far. I met Odelia, my editor/proofreader while looking for a flat, and Amber Coubrough my cover illustrator when I created an assignment for the third-year design students at the Whanganui Design School. That project to make the cover art for The Light Guides the Way / The Darkness Holds Sway.
In that same year, my clairaudience was off the Richter scale and as I followed the instruction to make all my book epubs (the cost of self-publishing wouldn’t have allowed me to market the work I had created, or make a book trailer for Entwined, or allow me to create a website), and consider making book trailers for all the books I would write. Working full-time as a self-employed interior/exterior decorator, and reading, researching, writing, editing, reformatting my work under Odelia’s instruction all took their toll on my mental health and my energy. I was shattered after a year since the conception of the Oho Ake Books. I had to find a balance where I was able to work, and save money to be able to pay everyone working for me, and also market my books so that I could create a revenue stream and be a full-time writer. Everything began to slow down due to my daily hustle’s workload. Being self-employed meant that I had to chase work, take on as much work as was coming my way, align to the weather conditions and often work weekends. It wasn’t sustainable to work that hard during the days, and then come home at night to work for another 4-5 hours on books, book trailer concepts, and to and fro with my Amber and Odelia over the machinations of their respective creative processes. On top of that maintain friendships, entertain lovers and partners, and attempt to have something akin to life. I take off my hat to those who live their lives that way and are successful in ways that defy the imagination. I could have done with the coaching!
In 2008 I embarked on what would be a lackluster marketing campaign for Oho Ake (all my own doing, I was inexperienced, I wasn’t about clear where my niche was) and it sunk me into the doldrums. I buried myself in my day job, working between forty and sixty hours a week, consumed by losing myself in saving so that I could keep writing when the urge came around again. My creativity was limited to the processes of what occupied my time between 7.30 am – 4.30 pm, and my work was exemplary, yet the cost on my body was taking its toll. It would be in 2010-2011 that I would be inspired to write again. In the years between I had fine-tuned the three books I had written, Entwined, The Light Guides the Way, The Darkness Holds Sway, and wrote the second draft of Sanctum with Odelia. Amber and I had devised a cover for the novel, and then I had published it and done a small run of paperbacks that I attempted to sell without any marketing. It was an abject failure, and I felt broken and dismayed, but decided to push on. In 2012 I confessed my love for someone I had had a crush on for almost ten years. She was the muse that inspired me to write my favourite collection of short stories, The Eyes of Love See All, just like Sanctum before it, I knew that my love would be unrequited. This made writing this beautiful book another bittersweet experience, one that matched the wondrous content of Sanctum in its diversity of content.
If a critical thinker was to examine the ‘war game’ called SPARS Pandemic 2025-2028 or the high-level pandemic exercise called Event 201, which was played out in New York in October 2019, then they would see that an essential detail of these simulations was that both exercises used censorship so that the official narratives could be heard above all else. The players in these games denoted that those people they considered misinformants were to be silenced. In 2020, Silicon Valley came to the party and began to silence any virologists, immunologists, epidemiologists, and scientists that questioned the health crisis’s severity, or asked for proof of this strain of coronavirus’ existence per Koch’s/River’s postulates by throwing them off social media. Medical practitioners who alerted the public to strengthen the immune system, or provided protocols that would deliver a swift end to the infection of this lowly influenza virus (due to the data assembled by the beginning of 2021 it is shown to be nothing more than the flu), were also silenced from their social media channels as experimental pharmaceutical potions were pushed onto governments by those with vested financial interests in selling them, e.g. Bill Gates and Anthony Fauci.
Dr. Joesph Mercola did a brilliant expose on the role of The Publicis Groupe, a leading PR firm, whose clientele includes technology, pharmaceutical,l and banking industries who in turn have major connections with global nongovernmental organizations (NGOs), and U.S. governmental departments. Publicis he shows are a member of the World Economic Forum (WEF) and have shown to be an essential cog in the technocratic censorship machine that Dr. Mercola himself has been silenced by. Dr. Mercola highlights:
Publicis connects to the drug industry, banking industry, NewsGuard/HealthGuard, educational institutions, Big Tech companies like Google, Microsoft and Bing, the U.S. State Department and Department of Defense, global technocratic institutions like the World Health Organization, national and global NGOs like the CCDH and the World Economic Forum, and dominating health websites like WebMD and Medscape
Dr. Mercola’s article runs through how influential Publicis is, and how its tentacles have reached around the throats of anyone challenging the narrative to allow a small handful of technocratic elites to have a free run at the minds of the global populace. He calls for transparency, exposing the machinations of Publicis, and highlights a caution:
By the way, Publicis also began investing in artificial intelligence technology in 201722 and partnered with Microsoft in 2018 to develop a global AI platform.23 It also purchased the data firm Epsilon in 2019,24 thereby establishing ownership of first-party data — a crucially valuable resource when it comes to the use of AI.
Internet censorship may well enter into Orwellian memory hole status sometime in the 2020s unless there is an alternative block-chain open-source platform that challenges the current web. Dr. Mercola gives those of us looking for that alternative a ray of hope in the video accompanying his article. He knows of a group of people creating an alternative internet and it will be available to use in a few years. Sooner rather than later please Sir.
What may pass as a journalist in the early 2020’s (those reporters who push for silencing anyone who challenges anything ‘official’, while toeing the line, becoming mouthpieces for the narrative) may want to look at what happened to progressive reporter Jordan Chariton. His Youtube channel had a video taken down because it showed footage of the January 6th melee in the U.S. capital. According to the platforms policies the video content was categorised under the label of “spam and deceptive practices.” Chariton, who openly called anyone questioning the election of the Biden Administration as inciting civil war, and declared that they needed to be silenced got a taste of his own medicine. He then back-peddled recognising that the purge of any content questioning the consensus on subjects such as U.S. foreign policy and healthcare were a means to silence dissenting voices. What those who are in the game do not realise is that when they have served their purpose, they too will be ostracised. In the Great Reset, there will be a new feudal technocratic oligarchy and everyone else will be serfs.
Tucker Carlson exposed John Kerry, the new Climate Change czar for the Biden Administration’s hypocrisy as he flew in a private jet to receive the Arctic Circle award in Iceland for his work battling environmental issues. That trip alone created 100 metric tonnes of carbon emissions, that’s more than you or I will emit in a lifetime. Reality check, please? Here it is. Scientists at the Cardiff University have discovered what creates climate change:
In their study, the team propose that when the orbit of Earth around the sun is just right, Antarctic icebergs begin to melt further and further away from Antarctica, shifting huge volumes of freshwater away from the Southern Ocean and into the Atlantic Ocean.
As the Southern Ocean gets saltier and the North Atlantic gets fresher, large-scale ocean circulation patterns begin to dramatically change, pulling CO2 out of the atmosphere and reducing the so-called greenhouse effect.
This in turn pushes the Earth into ice age conditions.
Though the article goes onto address the impact of anthropogenic CO2 emissions, there is no current data to confirm the influence of man-made climate change. Best swept that under the rug then. Censorship please! Climate alarmism is piggy-backing on the manufactured health crisis, and those who cast a questioning and evidenced eye on this fearporn are also reaching smaller and smaller audiences. Indur M. Goklany, an independent scholar and author, was part of the US delegation that established the IPCC and helped develop its First Assessment Report. He subsequently served as a US delegate to the IPCC, and as an IPCC reviewer, wrote a report that challenged the narrative, and subsequently, this document is collecting dust. His conclusions all destroyed the climate alarmism narrative. His most telling observation in the document:
Fossil fuels have allowed the population to increase even as the wellbeing of the average person has improved and the
Earth has become greener and more productive. As a result, habitat lost to human uses has been halted, despite population increases. These are the very definitions of success for a species.
You won’t see that last conclusion made by Mr. Goklany featuring in any speeches made by head civil servants who pose as world leaders at the UN in my life time.
Censorship is going to a whole new and scary level if according to a report by Allum Bokhari on Breitbart’s website on 25th February. The report states that Microsoft has partnered with several other organizations to form the Coalition for Content Provenance and Authenticity (C2PA). Its purpose is to create a system where all content on the internet can be traced back to its creator. Many companies have partnered with the program, and on this list are some heavy-hitters, Adobe, Truepic, a company that has developed technology to track the provenance of photos from the very moment they are captured on a smartphone, and Intel. Intel, which dominates the market for CPUs, which processes all information on computers, still collects all your data while you are off the internet. This coalition was created, according to Microsoft to stop “disinformation”. Microsoft’s press release said that this group had been created to:
“address the prevalence of disinformation, misinformation and online content fraud through developing technical standards for certifying the source and history or provenance of media content.”
Bokhari mentions that its precursor, Project Origin, which includes, the New York Times, the BBC, CBC, and Radio Canada is currently filling the niche soon to be filled by Microsoft’s coalition, tracing the origin of all digital content so that it can distinguish whether it is from trusted providers or untrusted providers. Discernment a must then. Bokhari’s conclusion is perhaps the most telling. He says that instead of social media censorship on the internet, the censorship will be taking place on your offline software and hardware, most likely down to the most fundamental unit of computer hardware – the CPU. No where to run to, no where to hide.
In 2008, before I quit my job, and decided to listen to that voice that was in my head (the one that I had encountered on a heroic dose of psilocybin mushrooms) and go back to Lyall Bay to ‘write’, my jam was travelling. I just wanted to see the planet, mingle with cultures that were not my own, learn Spanish and fingers crossed meet a Senorita that would join me to create adventures for the rest of our lives together. I’d intended to travel from Vancouver, British Columbia to the Yucatan after my birthday in November 2001, but 9/11 royally screwed that over, and I lost 6000 CAD into the ether (that’s another story). I’m digressing here, so, back to Lyall Bay, 2008, and me researching and writing the shittiest first draft of a novel that you or I could ever imagine.
During this process of creation I was receiving downloads of information that kept my eyes bulging, and my head full of dreams. Making trailers (like film/tv trailers) for books was a revelation for me, and it appealed to my sense of creative passion. I had worked in film and television for years, and being at the back end of production took away all the glory of what comes with the finished product, and therefore I got out. Film in New Zealand was like a game of Risk. Everyone was out to bury each other to keep their livelihoods intact. I don’t think I’ve witnessed such a toxic environment to work in, and that says a lot being a former bar manager in some interesting establishments over the years, with some even more interesting clientele.
As the content of Entwined started to flow, I began to visualise the concept of what would become the trailer for this book. I knew what I wanted to create, I knew how to translate the synopsis of the book into a visual enticement that would draw traffic to my website and therefore create revenue in book sales. I was fortunate enough to know animators and sound engineers who were on my radar, so I enlisted them with the last of my savings to help me create the trailer for Entwined. Today, so many years later, the animation looks rigid to me (especially after creating the trailer for United), but it portrays in its essence everything that makes Oho Ake my greatest passion. The scene where the child Pablo transforms into a young man depicts my journey with this thirteen-year project. I was so naive in 2008, thinking that through sheer will alone that I could bring into the world a means to tell my story and it would be heard. I was wrong. I wanted to let my work speak for itself, and book trailers, cover illustrations, and characters (authors) who I likened to cinematic characters in a movie would carry me into the creative stratosphere where I would get to work with those who I have admired in their respective fields of expertise, film, television, graphic novels, comics, and musical production. Pablo’s journey in that trailer to Aotearoa/New Zealand makes him the man he needs to become so he can accomplish great tasks and meet incredible challenges, but only through intense hardship and tribulation.
The book trailers for the collections of short stories I have written seem far more personal to me now. I had to come out from behind the curtain and show my face after wanting to be anonymous, letting the work speak for itself. United took me another step towards that dream of storyboarding my work for film and television. With the book trailer for Sanctum (which was the last trailer I made), I toned it down hugely in cost and appearance. There is an art to making book trailers, and I’m a student, still learning, striving, delving, and desiring to offer my audience something new to see, generating interest in my body of work I’ve created since 2008. Making great art is a perception, no doubt, but if your heart is full flourish when you’re creating, it doesn’t matter what others think, you’re living your dreams. Do it.
In tradition with the series of books that I have written (as Harmon Sueno, Pablo Wairua, Lord Buford Somerset, Iho Grace and, Dick Swabb), the balance of shadow and soul in the collective unified field of existence as a macrocosm has its microcosm in our global society. So, I intend to continue with this paradigm in a short series of blog posts, shining a light upon both aspects, through my lens of perception. I’ll start with North Dakota passing a bill earlier this year that abolished mandatory mask-wearing statewide. The bill’s sponsor had this to say about the law imposed three months earlier by North Dakota Governor, (R) Doug Burgum:
Rep. Jeff Hoverson (R), called mask mandates “diabolical silliness,” characterizing them as a conspiracy run by “unelected, wealthy bureaucrats who are robbing our freedoms and perpetuating lies,”
No science that proves that masks can stop the flow of viral-sized microns from passing through their cloth fibers that I’ve seen or read in over a year. The scientific studies that show that their efficacy is like using a chain fence to keep out mosquitoes are legion across the internet. You don’t need to fact-check any of them, it’s a fact that’s easily observable when you compare the size of a viral micron to the cloth muzzling a human’s face. Mask wearing has nothing to do with containing a virus, mask-wearing is a psychological operation on humanity to obey the will of the system. Totalitarian tip-toe as David Icke has so succinctly portrayed this form a brick in the wall towards full-blown subservience to the system.
The pushback against the introduction of the 5G network globally has been overshadowed by the loss of freedoms of the citizens of many nations, but in Kalamata, Greece, the City Council decided to block further development and operation of the 5G network program due to concerns that it may cause infertility in the local population in February this year. During a meeting of the city council, it was brought to attention that many of the locals felt that were ‘guinea pigs’ for an untested technology that could render them infertile due to the levels of radiation coming from the antenna. The mayor of the city, Thanasis Vassilopoulos an open discussion with the contractor, and if there was no scientific evidence to back up these claims from locals, then the pilot program would resume.
Stunningly, Marty Makary posted an article in the Wall Street Journal on February 18th, 2021 that was titled, We’ll Have Herd Immunity by April. This article seems to have been largely ignored by mainstream everything, but Makary reported:
In large part because natural immunity from prior infection is far more common than can be measured by testing. Testing has been capturing only from 10% to 25% of infections, depending on when during the pandemic someone got the virus. Applying a time-weighted case capture average of 1 in 6.5 to the cumulative 28 million confirmed cases would mean about 55% of Americans have natural immunity.
Though Makary, a professor at the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine and Bloomberg School of Public Health still believes in the use of the experimental vaccine, his prediction was based on laboratory data, mathematical data, published literature, and conversations with experts in regards to opening American society nationwide and greasing the wheels of the economy and ending the prolonged isolation of the people of the nation.
Staying in the USA, Tucker Carlson, one of the only mainstream journalists in that country that honours the credo of being objective, and asking questions that we the people need to be answered, had Dr. Naomi Wolf, author, CEO, and former advisor to both Bill Clinton and Al Gore on his Fox News evening show to talk about the evaporation of constitution of the United States of America under autocratic despotism state and nationwide. She says this resembles the 1920s Italian Fascist conglomeration of corporations and government. Here the perceived ‘left and right’, or Republican and Democrat political leanings no longer divided them, Dr. Wolf and Tucker come together as they both understand the coup taking place on American soil as a police state is forming before their eyes. Dr. Wolf goes on to explain that those that have opposing political views are speaking to her, she is crossing all walks of American life to meet the people who are beginning to rally together to uphold the principles on which this country was founded.
Across the border in Canada, the always insightful and courageous Chris Sky demonstrated to his fellow citizens their rights as he upheld them re-entering his home country. Following in the footsteps of the Labour-led New Zealand government’s internment camps (which began in mid-2020 and are a violation of human rights), the Trudeau-led government passed a law that made it mandatory for returning citizens coming into the country (and take a test to prove you are negative before you board the plane to come home, which the Ardern-led government also made law around the same time) to take PCR-RT test upon entry in late February this year. Chris Sky refused the test, stating his rights as a Canadian citizen, explaining on camera that under the legislature of his rights as a citizen, it was a violation to not only take the test but to also be made to stay in a hotel after the test at the citizen’s expense until the test results are confirmed. If found to be negative, the government said that returning citizens were to stay home, if found positive citizens had to stay in a quarantine facility for two weeks.
A question that every global citizen could ask of their elected civil servants is, “why are you meeting with technocrats who have massive conflicts of interest due to investments in technologies that they are benefiting from due to the draconian measures being placed on society.” One such person was Adrian Waller who in May 2020 requested to have the full recording and minutes of the meeting between Boris Johnson and Bill and Melinda Gates on May 19th, 2020 made public. The request was refused. Which shows who our elected officials are truly working for. This is an expose, and those who are made aware of it now can cast a discerning eye more closely at the machinations of those elected to serve our dreams, needs, and desires. Are they working for us? Are we taking responsibility for our lives or handing our power over to other people who don’t have our collective interests at heart?
https://www.activistpost.com/2021/02/city-stops-5g-deployment-due-to-health-concerns-including-infertility-and-locals-opposed-to-being-guinea-pigs.html People serving people above corporations. Yes!
https://www.wsj.com/articles/well-have-herd-immunity-by-april-11613669731 I would suggest that many were exposed to this virus (or a form of influenza in 2019 and that’s why the were only getting mild symptoms)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKTZMuJ9cDQ Tucker Carlson and Naomi Wolf. No more divide and rule. Together we stand.
https://www.infowars.com/posts/video-man-flying-back-into-canada-refuses-airport-covid-test/ Chris Sky is my HERO. Love this cat.
https://www.whatdotheyknow.com/request/request_for_full_recording_and_m Boris Johnson. Whose your Daddy?
So we are almost a quarter into 2021. Exposing the collective shadow of society is part of what my work is about, it’s detailed in some of the books I have written, and as well as blogs. Looking into the abyss isn’t for the faint of heart, and though I do so, I do so to face that darkness, collective and personal, and acknowledge its presence to bring it to the light where it can be healed. So, I can think of no better place to start when it comes to looking into the shadows than the Vatican. On January 8th, 2021 Nicole Winfield published an article in the Associated Press about 1.8 billion euros were transferred from the Vatican to Australia over six years. She reported:
Australia’s bishops have also expressed puzzlement and were seeking clarity. Australian Catholic Bishop’s Conference spokesman Gavin Abraham said the bishops had no knowledge of the transfers and that none of the money was received by dioceses, charities, or other Catholic entities.
Australian government’s financial intelligence agency, Austrac was investigating the data along with the Holy See, the government of the Catholic Church. The amounts being transferred to Australia annually for the six years exceeded the church’s budget of 300 million euros. Media speculated that the large amounts of money went to influence the criminal prosecution of Cardinal George Pell who was accused and acquitted of historic sexual abuse. Pell’s who had clashed with the Vatican’s old guard over financial reforms had to be sidelined in 2017 when he stood trial.
Meanwhile, in The Netherlands, a government commission discovered that some adoptions into the country from 1967 to 1998 from Indonesia, Bangladesh, Brazil, Colombia, and Sri Lanka were cases where children were taken from their parents and that some children were sold by their parents due to the extreme poverty they lived under. The commission discovered that the Dutch government knew about some of these adoptions as early as the 1960s. German broadcaster Deutsche Welle reported that some government officials took part in these abuses. Germany faced a scandal in 2020 when researchers at the University of Hildesheim published an expose of a network that brought homeless children into the custody of pedophile parents. Helmut Kentler, the head of the Pedagogical Centre in Berlin, advocated the program saying that adults having sex with children was “in some cases almost something like a gentler form of social work”.
In the United Kingdom, children have been under such stress due to the nature of being locked up at home, that there has been an explosion of tics according to Dr. Alasdair Parker, president of the British Paediatric Neurology Association. In twenty years in his profession, he has never seen as many children developing involuntary muscle movement and body jolts which can develop into Tourette’s syndrome. These are commonly known as ‘tics’. Some parents feel that their children have been sacrificed for the old. Showering the blame on those who have supposedly been protected by the draconian measures placed on society in the British Isles. The lack of social contact with other children is impairing the cognitive development of many children according to Dr. Parker and the added stress that they could infect older generations with a disease that could kill them, yet, leave them relatively unharmed has taken its toll on their mental health too.
Coming full circle to the Vatican and Rome, a video of Professor Alfio D’urso, a lawyer from the Italian Supreme Court stating that the former head of an IT company based in Rome has been accused of manipulating data in the US elections- in favour of Joe Biden on January 11th, 2021. This was ignored by mainstream media outlets worldwide, finding its way onto alternative media sites, but it did nothing to influence the result of the stolen US election of 2020. According to D’urso, the accused worked under the instruction of the US embassy in Rome, and that Vatican satellites were used in securing the result. Staying with the Vatican, Pope Francis issued a new law (before the scandal of financial transfers of wealth broke out between the Vatican and Australia) that brought the ownership of funds, bank accounts, and investments, including real estate, previously administered by the Secretariat of State from Jan. 1, 2021. The Administration of the Patrimony of the Apostolic See will now oversee the Vatican Bank. That puts the financial machination of this bank directly under Pope Francis. A Pope who pushes UN Agenda 2030, the Great Reset, and mass vaccinations of the global populace. What could go wrong?
In the years following my experiences around the mid-lower latitudes of Australia from 1997-1998, which allowed me to gain a greater understanding of the abilities I had integrated into my consciousness from Atlantis, I got lost in my human nature, forgetting my eternal soul. My conscious evolution of healing, understanding, and processing the traumatic programming of my childhood manifested in my relationships with people, my partners, and friendships. Spirituality still played a huge part in my everyday life, but I reeled in the egoic magnetism that drew women into my intimate life. My dalliance of confidence and authenticity reached new heights in Vancouver, 2001. Somewhere in that melee’ of a drug-fuelled, sexual interaction-laden whirlwind, I met Kathy Hobbs. She was a woman in every sense of the word, as much as I was still a boy. To me she seemed otherworldly, ethereal in her timeless beauty, she was a star whose light brightened all who it touched. Sometimes when I interacted with her my sense of awe was palatable, and my inherent weakness around beautiful women may have made for some truly awkward moments. This began to pass as we spent more time together, and she opened to me, and as I to her. Despite the lovers that shared themselves with me, and those to who I opened my heart, my reverence for Kathy expanded into my soul and I began to find the courage to acknowledge that I could give more, be more, and chose to express how deeply I cared for her.
Around two years since we had met, she had asked me to come home with her after we had been at a dance party together. I naturally agreed to do so, and that night I held her and envisaged my life with her from that moment onward. The morning after, Kathy with the authenticity and gentleness necessary to make it clear told me that she had chosen to be with someone else and that this moment we had shared was her holding space for us to share our deep affection for one another. I don’t think I loved her more at that moment than when she told me about her decision, but I had a wellspring of love that was coursing through my body in ways I didn’t want to negate, or control. It had been many years since the urge to write empowered me to do so, but that same day I went home and began to write the novel that would become Sanctum. Living in the house that I did at 2785 West 10th / MacDonald, spirituality was never far from my awareness, the house was a portal, grand central for the disembodied, spirits ventured about the property with free reign of the entire house. Due to the nature of my work (I was a personal assistant for Suzanne Castonguay, a gifted psychic) my daily interactions with spirit were off the richter, this coupled with my lack of personal boundaries. As my conscious evolution wrestled for my attention against my drug addiction. I replaced one addiction for the constructive focus that would be writing this novel, and as I wrote, the horrors of my last lifetime on Atlantis found their way into the book as I realised that this was a book about redemption through surrendering to love.
Sanctum has had many incarnations, I’ve re-written this book several times as new insights, new character developments, and a greater understanding of not only that last lifetime on Atlantis and those connected to it, but every aspect of the fantastical story to elucidate, and permeate my very being. I can see with hindsight that, knowledge without wisdom allowed for what made me human then, to give over to an absence of what had moved me to create Sanctum in the first place. Love. Perhaps it was spirit that reeled me back in at Redgate beach, knowing that the knowledge of that life would surface from the murky depths of my soul at the right time so that I could not recreate that lifetime again, or worse, allow someone else to recreate it in me.
Sanctum is my magnum opus, and Kathy and Eryn (who the characters Brody/Raephaesia and Kobe are based on) were two of the most important people I have met in my life experience. Their collective presence has helped me become the human I am today. I feel this is due to my acknowledgment of the multidimensionality of life. So many lives lived all at once, parallel universes, worlds, lives, all on the head of a pin. I have only learned about the machinations of the last part of my Atlantean lifetime due to writing Sanctum. In this book I redeem myself, using what I know for the benefit of planetary and cosmic consciousness. So now my name Pha rae us, has new meaning not only to me, but to those who have known me then, and now.
To understand the ruling force behind the curtain, often hiding behind labels such as being Jewish (when they loathe those who follow the Talmud and want to destroy them) you have to look deeply into the historical context of the importance of Jacob Frank and the Sabbatean-Frankist cult that has infiltrated all major religions arising out of the Middle East. Ushi Dermon wrote in the Museum of the Jewish People:
The main concept in Sabbatean theology was relying on the concept that after Shabtai Zvi entered the Jewish arena, the messianic era has started. In this new world, everything was turned upside down: the old law was cancelled, all the “do not” laws became “do” laws, even strong prohibitions such as Incest. The Sabbatean used to bless each other with this (twisted) verse: “Blessed art thou, Lord, who cancels and allows the prohibitions.”
Sabbatai Zvi who believed himself to the Jewish messiah, was also an occultist and black magician who converted to Islam when the Sultan of Turkey-based Ottoman Empire offered him conversion, or torture and death. They became known as Donmeh, which means, ‘to turn’. Known as crypto-Jews who publicly converted to Islam, they retained their Sabbatean beliefs, becoming powerful in politics and business in Salonica, an area today known as Thessaloniki in Greek Macedonia. A major centre of Freemasonry, where the Young Turk movement rose that eventually overthrew Ottoman Islamic Rule in Turkey, its favourite son none other than Mustafa Kemal, or Ataturk, the Grand Orient Freemason in the Lodge Veritas in Salonica.
The Frankist sect Dermon continues starting with the founder and leader, Jacob Frank, who was born in Podolia in 1726 to a wealthy family from the inner circle of the Sabbatean. At 12 he followed his father to Thessaloniki on business and here was introduced to Sabbatean circles. Returning to Poland in 1755 he claimed to the successor to Shabtai Zvi, gathering a sect of followers who inflated his megalomania as he took Sabbatean theology into the realms of extreme destruction and nihilism based on a gallery of mystical radical symbols. Dermon continues to extrapolate on Frank’s extremism and distortion of the Judaic faith:
Frank addressed his followers: “I came not to elevate your spirits, but to humiliate you to the bottom of the abyss, where you can get no lower, and where no man can rise from by his own forces, but only God can pull him with his mighty hand from the depth.” By “abyss” he meant particularly sexual rituals that included sacred orgies with just a touch of incest. The sexual adventures reached the ears of the senior rabbis of Poland, after the Frankists held a rough sexual ceremony described by David Kahana in his “Book of Darkness”: on the 26th day of the month of Shvat in 1756, on a market day in the town of Lanzkron, Podolia, the people of the Frank sect gathered in the morning in an inn of one of their own, closed all the windows in secrecy, and took the rabbi’s wife, a beautiful and promiscuous woman, sat her down naked in a palanquin, placed a Torah crown upon her head and danced around her, playing instruments, falling on her and kissing her, while calling her “mezuzah”.
In the eighteenth century, Sabbatean groups became commonplace, forcing rabbinical authorities to start a war against them, using ex-communication as the deterrent. This forced the Frankists to convert to Christianity as their entire businesses were shunned by Jewish communities, none would sell a property or conduct business with the Frankists. Renouncing Judaism completely (including the creator of Sabbatean Frankist theology Jacob Frank) the cult hid in plain sight. Having infiltrated Judaism, Islam and now Christianity, the trifecta of major world religions was complete. Mark the words of what Frank said to his followers as I continue with this blog about what is happening in modern-day Israel under the Benjamin Netanyahu lead government:
“I came not to elevate your spirits, but to humiliate you to the bottom of the abyss, where you can get no lower, and where no man can rise from by his own forces, but only God can pull him with his mighty hand from the depth.”
Independent Journalist and podcaster Gal Shalev said in an interview with Gareth Icke on Right Now, that the country was under medical tyranny where the government has prompted the citizens of the country to sheepdog those who haven’t taken the experimental Pfizer vaccine to be labelled outcasts, which stretches the imagination to its limits to comprehend the levels of hierarchy in an already tiered populace of first, second and third-class citizens bases on skin colour, genetic origin and religious faiths. Divide and rule are alive and well in Israel, Shalev describes who the infighting has infected every level of society within the country. Israel has become a petri dish for psychological warfare based on the ‘unwashed’ and the ‘washed’ (vaccinated and the unvaccinated). He said that the mainstream media is calling those who aren’t vaccinated ‘murderers’ including children who haven’t been vaccinated yet. Employees of businesses had to get the Pfizer vaccination or get fired Shalev said, and those who run their businesses that didn’t get vaccinated do not carry the digitalgreen covid passport that allows them entry into public spaces, restaurants, cafes, gyms, theatres. The non-vaccinated in Israel are being subject to threats of physical violence, and Shalev compares this moment in history to the period of 1932-1936 in Germany where the media propaganda against the Roma, Jews, and undesirables under the Nazi’s went into overdrive. Celebrities in Israel are calling for the non-vaccinated to lose all their rights as a citizen in their own country.
Like in other countries worldwide, the populace has been duped in Israel as to the use of the emergency health acts to permit the vaccinations, and it has only been pushback that is now happening within the country that people are beginning to realise that they are being experimented on at the governments’ behest. Moderna Shalev says is ready to promote vaccinating children (who according to mainstream medical sources pose no problem for being at risk of dying from the virus) and parents are lining up to have their children given the PCR nasal swabs followed by vaccination. Israel is the testing ground for what the Sabbatean-Frankist cult wants to do to the world. The attempts to go through the courts in Israel have been a failure, case after case against the government and health officials has been thrown out. If this doesn’t send chills through one’s body then maybe you’re not paying attention.
On March 5, it was announced that the “People of Truth” organisation filed a complaint with the Hague Tribunal against the Israeli government for conducting illegal experiments on Israeli citizens through Pfizer. Lawyers Ruth Makhacholovsky and Aryeh Suchowolski also filed an appeal with the Hague Tribunal for violations of the Nuremberg Code by the Israeli government and Pfizer. Lawyer Ruth Makhchowolski told Israel News on March 5 that “at the same time, the appeal will also be submitted to the Nuremberg Tribunal together with German lawyer Reiner Fuellmich.” The indictment reads:
“Violation of the Nuremberg Code by the Israeli government and additional (agencies ed.)”
“We address you in the name of “Anshei Emet”, a brotherhood of doctors, physicists, scientists, lawyers, activists and the people who have made the choice to exercise their democratic right not to participate in the experimental medical treatment against COVID19 and who feel under severe pressure, harsh and illegal, by the government, members of the Knesset, ministers, publicly elected representatives, mayors and superiors.”
They continued with comparisons to Nazi Germany:
“This is, in effect, a genetic medical experiment on humanity.”
Astoundingly it shows the levels of bribery given by the government on the vaccinated:
“People received free hotel stays from various companies, extra vacation days, received benefits from the government and more rights were assigned to vaccinated people (read: rights are taken away from non-vaccinated people).”
So for those like Gal Shalev and Llana Rachael Daniel (an activist and politician whose party is gathering support) who are pushing back, we can see a glimmer of light ahead, that I for one pray will be a flood of love and support from those of us who want our human family to be free to live their lives free of tyranny in any form Sabbatean-Frankist or otherwise.
https://www.anumuseum.org.il/blog-items/sacred-orgies-extremist-sabbatean-sect-jacob-frank/ The origins of the force that rules behind the curtain globally. Sabbatean Frankist sects.
https://banned.video/watch?id=6054e54814a1fc51682e2f72 The brave Gal Shalev with Gareth Icke on the horrors in Israel.
https://greatreject.org/nuremberg-israel-pfizer-genocide/ International Criminal Court accepts case against the Israeli government and Pfizer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbBj9KSm5MQ Sabbatean-Frankist cult ruling the world exposed. Brilliant.
https://english.alaraby.co.uk/english/news/2020/9/30/israel-passes-law-to-limit-protests-during-virus-emergency Tyranny against those who oppose it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMsn0bj_P6o&t=138s llana Rachael Daniel, activist and politician pushing back against tyranny.
At the beginning of 1998, I had travelled across the Australian continent (hitchhiking) and made my way down to Esperance. From here I met a girl from Queensland called Cynthia who I would travel and become lovers with for three weeks around southwestern Australia. We weaved inland and back out to the coast until one day we met someone who I had known from Nelson, New Zealand in the summer of 1996/97. Her name was Miranda, but she called herself Mirarr after the peoples from the Northern Territory. Mirarr took exception to me and made it clear that she didn’t like me. When I first met her in Nelson, she told me straight up, “I don’t know you, but I don’t like you.” That was clear then, as it was when I saw her again. She asked Cynthia what she saw in me, and much to my shock, one night while we were all travelling together to Redgate Beach, Mirrar and Cynthia put the boot into me, verbally abusing me to the point that I had to leave our encampment and the fire where we were. I got up from where I sat, the ferocity of the anger that these two women lashed upon me made me feel dense in my body. Thoroughly ostracised I wandered some distance from them till the fire they were in front of was a flickering speck against the dunes.
I thought to myself, ‘I need to tone to clear my energetic field.’ And so, facing the ocean I mounded up the sand at my feet and sat cross-legged facing to the west and the endless Indian ocean ahead. In that consummate darkness, I felt a sense of peace momentarily as I began to bellow out from my lower belly, feeling the crushing weight around my frame loosen. My eyes closed, as I continued to tone up through my chakra system. In those moments of complete surrender, my body’s intuition and intelligence began to take over, and I was completely present with the inhalation and the exhalation and reverberating sounds passing over my vocal cords and out of my maw. The sounds began to bounce around me, as though hitting the walls of a funnel as it began to solidify about me. It was truly eerie to feel the vibrations of your toning leaving your body, then coming back in waves that passed through you again several times as they echoed in this increasingly confined space that was forming in my etheric bubble.
The density that had smothered me was loosened so much by the time I was toning with a frequency to match my third eye, that when a crack in the sky appeared before me, and a spotlight shone down towards me, searching for the source of the energy moving skyward I wasn’t so much frightened as I was curious. All this time I had my eyes closed, but the light was so bright that I literally could feel its warmth on my skin. I tilted my head to the left when I saw a beachball-sized orb coming floating towards me on the light, tentacles of light wriggling from its body as though it moved on an invisible tidal motion. I immediately stopped toning and a thought appeared in my head, the voice was my own, but the thought was planted, “what do you want?”. The tone of the voice wasn’t angry, curious ,or cautious, the question was voiced like a request. It was at this moment that I realised that I had summoned this being. I was so far out of my depth, this I knew, and the latent abilities I began to relive were beginning to scare me, for as I have said, I couldn’t have the capacity to understand what I was doing, or how to wield this knowledge with any wisdom.
“I don’t know what you are, or why you’re here, but you are scaring me and I would like you to leave,” I said assuredly. My voice echoed around the space that confined me and this being, and after a pause, this creature moved back into the blaze and with its disappearance, the lucent that was shining down on me retreated into the sky directly above where I sat and vanished. I was motionless, my eyes closed as my mind intellectualised that what I had seen was the moon. Opening my eyes for the first time in over thirty minutes all I saw were stars and an endless black ocean. I turned back towards the fire where Cynthia and Mirarr sat, and behind them was rising above the sand dunes was an orange-yellow full moon, presenting itself from the east. I looked back to the west, only darkness and the pinpricks of starlight graced the evening sky. I slowly got up from my location, my legs aching slightly, their rigidity making my movements deliberately slow. This was the last experience where I would use toning for almost two decades.
Since the rollout of the COVID-19 experimental vaccines (Pfizer’s vaccine for example doesn’t finish its clinical trials till 2023) on an uninformed and often petrified global population the list of adverse reactions has skyrocketed (those that have been reported that is). The U.K. Yellow Card vaccine reporting scheme, which is the British equivalent to the American Centers for Disease Control and Prevention’s (CDC) Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS), has reported that there have been 35 cases of deafness and 25 cases of blindness since the vaccination program started with the both AstraZeneca and Pfizer’s mRNA vaccines have been administered. Life Site reported:
Both the Pfizer/BioNTech and Oxford/AstraZeneca mRNA COVID vaccines were given temporary authorization in the U.K. by the Medicines and Healthcare products Regulatory Agency (MHRA), the former in mid-December 2020, and the latter at the beginning of January 2021. Both the Pfizer/BioNTech and Oxford/AstraZeneca mRNA COVID vaccines were given temporary authorization in the U.K. by the Medicines and Healthcare products Regulatory Agency (MHRA), the former in mid-December 2020, and the latter at the beginning of January 2021. Since then, the Yellow Card scheme has flagged a combined 191,832 individual adverse events, or side effects, of varying degrees of injury. Of the injuries recorded, AstraZeneca’s vaccine consistently performed the worst, accounting for 60% of all adverse events, and 58% of deaf and blind reports. Additionally, of the 402 fatalities, 197 were reported following the use of the Pfizer formula, and 205 after taking AstraZeneca’s vaccine.
That was up until February 19, 2021. Considering that April is knocking on the door, the figures now may well beggar belief. India, the second-most populous country on the planet, told Pfizer that there was not enough data to show that the vaccine was safe and therefore would not allow for emergency use of this poisonous cocktail on their population. Congratulations to the critically thinking Indian government and health officials. You have saved yourself at present from a humanitarian disaster and mass sterilisation program, much to the horror of those who would see your country and resources up for grabs when your population is 1 million in two generations from the present if they hand their way. In my perception, a very astute (given GAVI’s record with the now proven sterilisation program enforced in Africa) Vinod K. Paul, head of a government panel on vaccine strategy, said in an interview with Reuters that any vaccine would have to go through a “bridging trial” for India to approve its use. Bridging trials typically determine the immune repose of different genetic makeup. Well played good Sir.
Those forces wishing to expose the pharmaceutical giants’ blunders and obvious lies made great strides in December 2020 when the EMA, European Medical Agency was hacked and more than 40 megabytes of classified information from the agency’s review were published on the dark web, and several journalists — including from The BMJ — and academics worldwide were sent copies of the leaks. A criminal investigation then followed to attempt to find the hackers, without any assessment of the data to see if the pharmaceutical companies were violating the Nuremberg Code. That’s correct folks, we live in an inverted reality where the crooks are running the game! The most telling discovery of the leak:
EMA scientists tasked with ensuring manufacturing quality — the chemistry, manufacturing and control aspects of Pfizer’s submission to the EMA — worried about “truncated and modified mRNA species present in the finished product.”
Simply put, does it even work? When the BMJ or British Medical Journal began to ask some rather sticky questions of the health agencies of countries that were passing emergency use of these experimental vaccines such as The Medicines and Healthcare products Regulatory Agency, the UK’s medicines regulator, The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA), Canadian government department Health Canada and the EMA, they were told all stated that specific information related to the acceptability criteria is confidential. So much for transparency then. Bought and paid for is the answer to the question that you were about to ask. Nuremberg Trials 2.0 is a fait accompli for everyone who is knowingly a part of this mass violation of human rights.
AstraZeneca was in hot water when Spain stopped the use of its vaccine when a 43-year-old woman died on Tuesday after receiving her first dose of AstraZeneca vaccine, and two other cases of blood-clotting among recipients were reported on 17th March 2021. The RT article continued:
The woman, who lived in Marbella, was reportedly in good health before receiving the vaccine but fell ill hours after her first dose on March 2. She twice visited emergency clinics over the following 10 days, before a CT scan showed a brain hemorrhage.
The government suspended Spain’s rollout of the Oxford/AstraZeneca Covid vaccine on Monday for two weeks while its regulators and the European Medicines Agency (EMA) investigate a fatality in each of Denmark and Austria, as well as reports of blood-clotting in a small number of people who had received the jab.
Not to be outdone by its neighbour, Italy launched a MANSLAUGHTER investigation after 57-year-old Sandro Tognatti died after receiving the jab in his hometown of Biella. He went to bed with a high fever and was found dead the next morning by his wife. Law-enforcement authorities in Sicily and Piedmont seized batches of the AstraZeneca COVID jab hours after Tognatti’s death as prosecutors in the EU’s third-largest economy launched their investigation into his death. As a consequence of this and other countries where recipients of this vaccine have developed blood clots, seventeen countries had halted the use of the AstraZeneca vaccine, mostly European countries as of early March. The World Health Organisation (bought and paid for with Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation money, who also invests billions in the GAVI alliance and vaccines, so no conflict of interest there then) urged countries to keep using the vaccine on its populations.
If anyone needed to see just how blazingly obvious the dangers of this experimental vaccine has then look no further than the fact that in the United States an independent panel is reviewing the AstraZeneca trial data after the investigations in Spain and Italy and the halt of the use of this vaccine in European countries. The USA has perhaps the most lobbied media and government (by pharmaceutical companies) on the planet, and for them to stop any progression with drugs of any kind show some serious concerns about the safety of these products. In 2020 US regulators halted a trial for the AstraZeneca jab for roughly a month following reports of a different rare illness. What illness was that? Death?
I’ll leave you with this gem from the German pharmaceutical giant Merck, who stopped their vaccine production saying:
The company announced that the shots V590 and V591 were ‘well tolerated’ by test patients, however they generated an ‘inferior’ immune system response in comparison with natural infection.
Now ask yourself… when Merck a member of Nazi international (read Dr Joseph P. Farrell’s books on the survival of the Nazi Party and Martin Bormann’s Rotes Haus meeting at Strasbourg, France, August 10th, 1944 and what he said to the German Industrialists there) and that Dr. Leonard G. Horowitz revealed in his research:
In the Spring of 1944, Merck and Company, Inc. received a large cash infusion from Martin Bormann…. This at the time Merck’s president, George W. Merck, was advising President Roosevelt, and initiating strategies, as America’s biological weapons industry director. According to CBS News correspondent Paul Manning, the lion’s share of the Nazi gold went to 750 corporations, largely including Merck, to secure a virtual monopoly over the world’s chemical and pharmaceutical industries. This was done not only for Germany’s economic recovery, but to assure the rise of “The Fourth Reich.’
You know that the rabbit hole goes deep, deep, and that the perpetrators of this manufactured health crisis have some seriously EVIL bedfellows. It makes you wonder, just how evil these people truly are who are pushing these vaccines. Fancy that shot now?
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/uk-35-people-deaf-and-25-blind-after-taking-mrna-vaccine-shots Russian roulette with vaccines that have been given EMERGENCY regulations that has allowed pharmaceutical companies to make billions, and have zero liability for their still in the experimental phase vaccines’. If you get this shot, you’re fucking mad. End of story.
https://www.dw.com/en/india-pfizer-withdraws-covid-vaccine-application-for-emergency-use/a-56462616 India tell Pfizer, ‘WE DON’T TRUST YOU.’ Neither do I.
https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/regulators-major-concerns-pfizers-mrna-vaccine/?utm_source=salsa&eType=EmailBlastContent&eId=a7546458-0f14-44d8-8e60-226218335bd8 Pfizer may as well be I.G Farben remodelled for the 21st Century, but there is some stiff competition for that title.
https://www.rt.com/news/518379-spain-bloodclots-death-inquiry-vaccine/ I did say it was a lethal injection…
https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/italy-launches-manslaughter-investigation-teacher-dies-hours-after-getting-astrazeneca-jab some are born to endless night… some are born to sweet delight…
https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2021/3/15/which-countries-have-halted-use-of-astrazenecas-covid-vaccine A shot in the dark. Cluedo. Whodunnit?
https://needtoknow.news/2021/01/merck-scraps-its-covid-vaccine-says-its-more-effective-to-get-the-virus-and-recover-naturally/ when Nazi International stops making vaccines saying that it’s best to let the immune system do it’s job, you can see how evil the rest of the players who continue the push for vaccine rollout are. Consider that.
https://www.nytimes.com/1973/03/03/archives/martin-bormann-and-the-future-of-germany.html Evil… infiltrates and takes over the world… but it’s evil lite compared to those pushing these injections.
https://www.456fis.org/PHOENIX_RISES.htm History. Never black and white… shades of grey.
I had left Melbourne in early July 1997 and headed northeast after a friend, Nick, had told me of the two places in Australia that he loved the most. Cairns and Margaret River. For me to get to one, I chose to go to the other first. Being winter in Victoria, and something akin to summer in the far north of Queensland, it was a no-brainer for me to head towards the sun. It was an inspired move in so many ways that I won’t detail here, but some of the most memorable moments of my life were spent in Port Douglas from August-November 1997. On the way to Port Douglas as I hitched north, I was picked up and then taken to Hervey Bay by a lovely woman around my age. She told me about Hervey Bay’s winter migrants (Humpback Whales) as they moved towards warmer waters to calve their babies. Hervey Bay was on my compass because it was the entry point to Fraser Island, the largest sand island on the planet, and an expedition I wanted to make on my way north. I stayed with the woman who picked me up, and her uncle took an immediate disliking to me. His animosity drove me out of the house within a day and I was on my way to whale watch the following storming morning before making my transit to Fraser Island.
It was windy that day I went out on whale-watching boat, a big swell tossed the craft about as we endeavoured to find the oceanic visitors to the region. Venturing outside the colour of the people onboard was a shade lighter than dark green, and then going back inside, the folks in there had that missing hue about them as they vomited into sick bags. One would have thought that gastro had taken hold on board as there were only half a dozen people who weren’t being sick. I spent much time going inside to avoid the spume splattering over the edge of the boat but was eventually got into my wet weather gear and decided to stay outside as I saw breaching whales at the entrance to the harbour, with a whale-watching boat nearby. I said to myself in that moment, ‘Spirit, how can I make these people inside the boat not sick?’ The response was immediate. Clairaudiently, I heard the reply, ‘Bring whales to the boat.’ The thought of toning in that moment washed over me along with the spray coming over the side of the vessel soaking my clothing. I walked up to the furthermost point on the starboard side of the boat and there started to breathe deeply, and then allowed the resonance of the push from my lower belly, exhaling the air to create a bass sound. I continued this process, moving up naturally with each breath, elevating the tone. The resonance travelling through the cavity from the lower abdomen to the throat and head. I watched the breaching whales off in the distance, wondering if they had heard me when I saw two whales in the distance come to the surface to breathe, seawater rushing skyward as they exhaled. They were heading straight for the boat! When they were a couple of hundred meters away I rushed inside and told everyone that there were two whales were heading towards the boat. I said it looked as if they were going to swim beneath our craft so some passengers could come to the front starboard side and the other the rear port side. Begrudgingly some of the passengers got to their feet and made their way outside, others simply got up from where they sat making their way outside just as the two leviathans were in sight of the boat.
Those upstairs saw the whales first, the shrieks of delight alerting those in the lower decks. The whales dived beneath the turbulent vessel and then came up to breathe on the other side of the craft allowing those who were waiting at the rear on all levels of the ship to see them. It had worked! I was in awe. No one resumed their vomiting after the whales had vanished into the depths. The jubilance that I felt had spread through the ship, everyone was abuzz with the sight of the two whales. As we made our way back to into the harbour at the end of the trip, I perused some of the books that were for sale at the information desk. In one of them was a photo of two albino humpback whales being escorted by eight pairs. A pair at the front and back and two pairs flanking either side, protecting them. I received a download in that moment. One that would germinate inside of me until I wrote the book as my novelist character Harmon Sueno. That book is Sanctum. In there I reveal what was told to me about these incredibly rare beings gracing our planet.
I had no great understanding about how I had brought the whales towards the boat I was on. All I knew was that it had happened. Toning was as new to me as was the idea that this lifetime on Atlantis wasn’t a figment of my imagination, but a real experience. It would be at Redgate Beach in southern Western Australia in late January 1998 that truly solidified the power of this knowledge and my inability to wield it safely. The experience there would show me that I was way out of my depth and I needed to stop pretending that I was capable of wielding such enormous power without the correct knowledge to use it wisely.